Tuesday, 23 September 2008
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I don't mean to let folks down
I really don't mean to let folks down. It happens. I didn't ask to get moved to Waldron, to have to leave my job, my kids. Joel and I honestly prayed about it. LOTS. At the time, we felt God wanted us in Waldron. But why do I feel like I'm letting my "kids" down. They don't understand, and will probably never understand. Lord please send someone to teach and love on my kids.
Things kind of feel like they are coming together. We are meeting folks. I'm in a women's Bible study. Freinds our own age. I only feel like crying once or so a week now. Joel loves his job.
But I don't want to think about leaving the F.O.R.C.E. Its not leaving the church, its leaving my kids. Will I have new kids someday? Will another group fill the whole I have for my kidos.
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Comments (3)
You'll always have kids. Eventually you'll find kids at your new school. You'll always have your old kids as well. You've always had kids. Yes..kids get angry. We all have...But I really do understand your predicament. As well as I can be expected to. It really bothered me when I found out you were moving...and I wasn't even there anymore. I can't imagine how Chandler is surviving without you. I know that I would have gone crazy...along with Marvelle and Taylor. Your room was a safe haven. A place where we didn't really have to be at school. But I realize that is was very unreasonable for you to drive 40 some odd miles two ways each and every day. And eventually everyone will understand that. And if they wanna be mad at someone, it should be Joel =P This whole deal is his fault...hahah. Anyway, I'm glad to hear that you're making friends. You've needed more friends your age. Hanging out with teenagers was going to kill you.
Anyway, I love you Bex.Good luck and God Bless.
@jennica77 - I forgot that you have to check your xanga for comments...I just read this after sayin goodbye to the kids...This helps... I'm glad my room was a safe haven...as you said..but I feel my last year at Oden I let kids down and didn't teach...you know what I'm paid to do. Again, thanks... I miss and love you... Can you believe I just said taht.
@daciesmom - haha no.
But I understand.I miss and love you too.I really can't.